I was reminded today of something interesting which led me to look into it a little bit and find some interesting info about the interesting topic. *grin*
It reminds me of a couple of years ago when I was reading someone’s blog and they were describing how it wasn’t until his mid-life when he was diagnosed with a form of autism known as Asperger’s Syndrome. It prompted me to blog: A Striking Discovery Regarding Social Inability. It’s a type of autism along the continuum of severity of autism in which the person is fully functioning, usually extremely intelligent, above normal in dealing with huge lists of facts and information, but unable to recognize social cues and affectations (such as facial expressions, tones of voice, irony and sarcasm,) and usually have trouble empathizing with others. They often have to consciously learn how to read social cues like one learns a foreign language. Learning about this made me discover things about autism in general I had no idea about.
Back in high school and in college as I was working toward by BSE degrees (which ended up becoming BA’s and a psychology minor) I started getting interested in aberrant psychology. What in the world is happening in the mind of a schizophrenic. How do they perceive reality? What is delusion? Why is dissociative personality disorder a neurosis and not a psychosis…. The brain just fascinated me! All the ways something minute can go wrong with it, completely changing your reality (or perception of it.) Everything we are is in our brains. Everything we sense is filtered through our brain. Our entire appreciation of existence and what is real, is all controlled by this biochemical organ running on glucose fueled electrical impulses. As I believe comedian Emo Phillips jokes, “I used to think the brain was the most amazing organ in the body–and then I realized what was telling me that.”
So what was I reminded of earlier today? I was listening to an interview with Julia Sweeney on the latest Skeptic’s Guide to the Universe podcast, and she discusses what set her on the path of her atheism and skepticism. It started, ironically, with a religious vision. She experienced what she was certain was a visitation from God, which led her to return to Catholicism. It was during a course in Bible study that she started realizing that the Bible didn’t make sense, theology was mythology, and eventually, well, she writes “Letting Go of God” (and the upcoming “My Beautiful Loss of Faith.“)
Wha!? you say. A religious experience ultimately leads her to atheism?! That makee no sense.
Well, what she later discovers is that her experience was created by a stress induced right temporal lobe seizure. A brain hiccup that prompted a religious experience.
(See some info:
Transcendent Experience and Temporal Lobe Epilepsy
Seizures and the Sight of God
God on the Brain)
There are countless cases in which people who experience excessive stimuli of the right temporal lobe, often associated with types of epilepsy, experience religious visions or ecstasy of the Biblical type. Alternately, there are many cases as well of people suffering damage to that location of the brain due to trauma or stroke, and in effect losing their religious belief. I commented on that once in my post: Emotion Is The Source of Faith, Belief where a formerly very religious person suffered a stroke in that region of the brain which subsequently affected his ability to experience emotion and caused him to stop believing in matters of faith.
It’s absolutely amazing what the brain does. We don’t have VCR’s and camcorders in our head: this slimy organ processes how light waves reflects off objects as perceived by the eye and translates them into electrical impulses which get chemically stored in an arrangement of cells allowing us to “see” and store memory. What we see may not at all be the same thing someone else is seeing! Literally. Memories can and do get stored with errors. The brain is imperfect and material and utterly awesome! And scary. Everything we assume about reality is all up in that delicate organ in our heads. Why do many schizophrenics do what the voices tell them? Because to them the voice of God/devil/aliens/ghosts/whatever, are utterly real. As completely real to them as anything you or I can experience. We believe exactly what this organ allows us to believe. We can learn all we can, think about things all we can, change our minds and improve our knowledge, but at the end of the day all we know and experience and believe is what a wrinkly gray gooshy organ allows us to think and sense and believe.
It can be scary; who wants to accept that what we think we believe is a result of bio-electrical cellular reactions? Getting theological for a moment: why would a personal and loving God allow innocent, faithful people who could be good and valuable servants of Truth, loose their belief due to physical trauma to the brain? Does that make sense? Would an Intelligent Designer really make it so that religious experience can be induced through physical stimuli to the brain and faith lost due to trauma to it? The religious answer can include, God has a purpose for them, they are warnings to others, he talks to us through mysterious ways, his plan is not for us to know, and other rationalizations. But that’s all they can be, superstitious rationalizations to defend a belief when Occam’s Razor’s answer is plain as day: belief is a result of neurology.
There were three components to my LONG and eventual deconversion from theism and beliefs in personal gods. One was, like Julia Sweeney, when I finally read the Bible cover-to-cover and not just the good bits fed to me through church, Sunday School, church camp. I started thinking to myself, “THIS is the psychotic, childish, petty, ridiculous deity I’m believing in?!” But, I could pass it off as God inspired words of men, with bits and pieces being Truth and the rest being human failings in transcription. (Never mind the issues of who decides what pieces are Truth, for what purpose, and how can any bits be justified as Truth if not all of it is. And if some is Truth and the rest is not, why might that not be the case for other religions? Or personal “relationships” with God?)
Another component was my learning about religious history. A lot, (I won’t say “most” but it likely is,) of Christians think there’s an original Bible somewhere, that the Hebrews were around since the beginning of people, and Judaism and Christianity are unique and unchanging religions. Nothing could be further from the truth. The Hebrews are late blooming splinters off Sumerian culture, originally polytheistic and practicing human sacrifice, bringing with them names for gods shared by the Canaanite and Ugarit relatives, such as El, Asherah, Yahveh, El-ohim, Adonai, etc. That the heroes Abraham, Noah, and some of Moses actually come from ancient Sumerian mythology. That there were many different lines of Hebrews with variations to their mythology all collected helter-skelter by many various Jewish scribes to form a collection of stories that often conflict and reflect very different evolutionary results of Hebraic pantheon. That every aspect of Jesus and Christianity is borrowed from other existing Asia Minor religions, from virgin birth to eating of the body, death for salvation, resurrection and ascension, etc.
That Christianity had to be spread not by any perfect and universal means devised by a loving God that wants all the world to know the Good News, but rather by the mouths of men coming from a little dusty spot on the planet out via the force and domination of a brutal empire.
But more on topic was the third component of my deconversion: the realization that belief is emotional. That all the feelings of closeness to God, divine communion with the Spirit, peace and serenity that comes from faith and the joy that comes from belief–could all be recreated via non-religious stimuli. Movies, plays (acting in and watching,) music, TV, self-inspired via imagination or memory. And also, that there were billions of other people who were experiencing the same joy, ecstasy, peace, love, support, presence, etc…but under completely different religious doctrine! What does it mean when someone worshiping Allah and Mohamed, or Vishnu, or Pele, or whatever, could be feeling the same exact feelings of faith with the same utter certainty?!
Belief is emotional. It’s based on ingrained indoctrination taught to us by our parents and communities, and fueled by the activity of our right temporal lobes. How can we not believe it to be utterly “real” when it’s the very organ that gives us our sense of reality that tells us it’s real?!
Emotion is a wonderful thing, don’t get me wrong! I love my emotions! I love that I can empathize with someone and understand how they might be feeling, prompting me to care about them or understand their circumstances. I’m glad that I feel warm and wonderful when I hear “my wife’s my song.” I’m glad I feel moved and proud when Bill Pullman makes his speech as the President in that silly and ridiculous movie “Independence Day.” I love that I get nervous and scared and totally creeped out when I play a “Silent Hill” game. I absolutely love when my daughter casually says “I love you” in a way that lets me know she was just thinking about it and not expecting from saying it. I couldn’t live without the love I feel for my wife. I like that I get angry at people who are trying to ruin this country. I’m glad I get angry at people who would do harm to children. I revel in the awe and amazement I feel learning new incredible things about our universe. I LOVE MY EMOTIONS! My intellect, curiosity, drive for knowledge is what feeds my brain. But my emotions are what gives me anima! Without it, life would be gray drudgery and even the quest for knowledge would be a bleak and meaningless pursuit!
But let us realize where these emotions come from. Because my love, pride, joy, anger, are material brain activity, doesn’t make them any less “real.” But they’re mine, I know what causes them, I don’t have to ascribe some mystical, spiritual source upon them. I don’t have to deify them to have them, enjoy them, welcome them.